cynics;
i don’t really realize how much time has passed (or how sad and pathetic my life has become) until i write a personal post on tumblr.
recently…i’ve been doing a lot of growing up, getting life insurance, drinking prune juice, and more so lately … being overly opinionated and this rant may get me in trouble but IDGAF.
i think i have legitimate reasons as to why i feel so compelled to voice out my feelings/opinions in certain “circumstances” with certain “individuals”.
to all my “friends” who are slowly converting to this new religion called “bitterness” please don’t crucify me for loving the world and life a little too much sometimes. i refuse to go down with you. i can’t watch you self-destruct anymore. i’m sorry for not condoning to your irrational thinking/behaviour. sorry for not “supporting” your decisions. i’m sorry for not being more understanding — but i feel like no matter how much i try to decipher the situation, your rationale, i can never and i will NEVER see it from your point of view.
maybe its really just one of those things… people have to let you down at one point i guess. but honestly, we are too old to be doing this. i get it, we all have different priorities in life and i should respect that, but i think im just too tired to be putting up with some peoples bullshit.
i always think of friends as a reflection of myself, like little bits and pieces of who i am. i don’t want to associate myself with people like that, because i know who i am, and what i stand for, even more so now that i’m not afraid to lose “friends” like that because they bring absolutely no value to my life.
